(Vent) Rest, my dear friend...
2年前
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I didn't want my first post in a while to be vent art but I'm still mentally f-ed due to a lot of things. One of them being that my cat, Fluffy, passed a few days ago and I feel like it's my fault. My mom keeps saying it isn't but I still keep blaming myself for it. She was with me for 10 years, almost 11. We think it may have been a heart attack but we don't know for sure. Regardless of how she died, I still feel like it's my fault. I tried my damn best to be a good owner and I feel like I failed her miserably. I've lost lots of other pets but this loss in particular hit me the hardest. Of course, I loved all my previous pets equally but this one was the hardest for me. It's going to take a while for me to fully recover from this, especially since I'm still grieving my grandma and godmother so I'm sorry if I've been disappearing now and then. I just sometimes need breaks so I can work on my mood/mental health.
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