to be honest, i feel like i ve been opening up to you guys a lot lately.. so why not share this with u guys cuz why not.

even though i have like several followers, not a lot tho, i feel like they just follow me then not care. im not being rude or anything and im sure some of u care about me but i just cant stop that feeling of getting adored at first then not cared later. I actually planned of making a qna but the feeling of people not caring hit me. so why bother making one? and i also feel like im not myself lately. like theres something missing that i used to have. i dont even know why im making this post. i'll probably delete this soon... i dont know. i just want to feel belonged somehow. and i know a lot wants to feel like that too. maybe im an attention whore, just someone who wants attention. still, i wanna say thank you to those people who made me feel belonged at least once. and for those people who practically wasted their precious time just to read this whole thing... thx.