Smile
5 years ago
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Everything doesn't feel right anymore. All those things I enjoyed, I can't pick back up anymore and feel the joy it brought to me. I can't smile and say I'm okay and mean it. I can't laugh as heartily as I had before and still feel good inside. I can't clear my mind and just be light as a feather. Where did my happiness go, have you seen it? I just lay now in my bed and hope I can get up and at least feel okay to bear with it all over again. The days seem so gray, I don't even want to achieve anything anymore, just please.. please give me back my happiness back.