I'm not trying to call for attention, I just need a chance to vent.

I hate this. I can't stop worrying. It's a nagging presence that looms over me, never leaving, and constantly whispering into my head. Something could go wrong. That person hates you. You're going to fail. I can't enjoy anything I'm given, because I'm too busy worrying about the cost. I can't relax in public, because I'm afraid someone will hate me for whatever I'm doing on my phone(art and writing).

And it's gotten so much worse. It's gotten to the point I can hardly get out, or go hang with my friends, because I'm so terrified something bad will happen. I'll say something wrong. I'll be unintentionally rude, or I'll break something.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I just want to be calm, to relax. I hate being like this so much.

And that's it. I'm not begging for sympathy, I don't need help, I just needed a chance to get it all off my chest.

Have a nice day, I guess.