Painting practice turned into something more…
11 months ago
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It started from a painting practice using a reference, but then I tried this and that, deviated from the initial plan and eventually an idea came that I should turn this painting into a romance genre one-shot comic… I know that I’m overwhelming myself since I already have at least 5 projects that I have started and still struggle to work on them(especially consistently - daily)… but I’m just feeling like it. When I’m working, I struggle, I feel pain, I feel the limits of my abilities in each line and brush stroke, in each word… but despite the fact that working on my projects is the hardest and most painful thing I’ve ever done(even slightly harder than socialising)… I know it makes me happy… it makes me feel that I want to get better(as an artist and a person), it almost makes me feel worthy of living(or maybe it does, I just really rarely bravely and boldly, without ever giving up, work on my projects, so I am not that familiar with the feelings that kind of work evokes.)
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