(Vent) Wishing I Was Normal
2 years ago
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I know nobody will see this and that's okay but I really wish I could be normal. I'm ashamed of myself for being as different as I am compared to other 18-year-old girls and I just wish I could be more like them. I mean, sure, I've stopped being a furry, a JoJo fan and an age regressor so I'm more normal than I was before but I still have a ways to go before I can really be normal. I'm just so sick of being treated like shit for being different and even though I miss the furry fandom and all the other things I gave up on, I think it's best if I stay away from them so I won't keep being ridiculed for them. I've been crying myself to sleep almost every night, though. I really wish I could be myself but I also really want to fit in with other girls my age. I'm tired of not being who everyone wants me to be. I'm tired of being the family disappointment. I'm tired of being treated like a fucking criminal for everything I do. I'm just so done with it all!