i think i am just a genderfluid lesbian !? i think that i COULD be attracted to boys if it wasnt for the fact that i have too much trauma surrounding relationships w/ men? idk this could just be novosexuality still but I DONT KNOW MAN :( my crushes on boys never lasted all that much and i just feel. honestly so much more comfortable labeling as a genderfluid lesbian ?
plus every time ive labeled its always gone back to being some kind of lesbian and having a still fluid/flux gender identity so .. yeah
my sonas are still gonna have top scars and im still gonna get top surgery and still go by michael mostly because it just feels right
#gnc moment #genderpunk moment