Today was not a good day. Today, was a bad day. I couldn’t walk in Stage Tech because I was so miserable, I fell to the ground multiple times. I couldn’t focus in Language Arts, and I fell asleep, missing the whole assignment. I tried to be positive in BEE Time, but everyone pissed me off, and I stomped off angrily. I faked my laughs in German, and even though I got a free candy, I gave it away because I’m too fat. I didn’t eat all of my lunch, just a few chips and threw the rest away because I know that I won’t be able to get rid of the fat. I was mad all of Biology, and snapped at my partner all because she didn’t know an answer. I failed my Math test because I didn’t know the material, and I had no idea what to do.
I came home and slouched on the couch. My mother left and made me cook dinner. My girlfriend “has feelings” for someone else supposedly, or she was lying. I don’t really know. All I know is that the second something goes wrong, she’s probably gonna leave me for that other person because they’re more than likely 1000x better than me, and can make her 1000000x happier and loved than I can.
I’m tired.
I’m angry.
I’m sad.
I’m toxic.
I’m a toxic human.
A toxic human that doesn’t know how to communicate.