I really need to vent. I’ve been bottling up my feelings for a week..
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so uh, remember when I told you guys about those girls calling me a whore and slut. after I ranted about it, I didn’t mention anything about it like it wasn’t bothering me. the truth is, it’s bothering me. a lot. it hurts me. it makes me feel worthless. they don’t understand. I’m dating the guy who helped me through so much. he’s why I stopped cutting. he’s why I stopped attempting suicide. he’s why I never had a fake smile anymore. but my fake smile is back. I’m back to saying those lies. “I’m okay.” “I’m fine.” “I had a good day at school.” it’s because of those girls. I’m scared. I’m scared to go to school tomorrow. I have those girls in my history class. they make me feel completely worthless. I can’t take it anymore. I’m talking to the principal about this tomorrow.