I feel really bad that I'm introverted and that I'm surrounded by so many extroverts. What makes it worse is that sometimes, some of the extroverts in school ignore me. Like, why? Am I that intimidating? Am I mean? Am I just so horrible? Or do some of them not wanna talk to me because they find me ugly?

I envy the extroverts that they are brave to talk to anyone, that they have many friends. I've made a friend, but we don't always talk because she's always surrounded by many people, and you know I have a hard time speaking with many people. I'm scared to speak with her and her friends because they might think I'm butting in and that I'm rude. But yeah, if it's just us, we do talk, she is nice.

I also got some friends and it's always me who chats first. It's very annoying, and I have thoughts that they would rather talk to their other friends instead of me. Or maybe they're busy? I really don't know. It's also so annoying that I try my best to remember their birthdays but they don't seem to know mine. It was even in my Discord status, and they were online, but never greeted me...

This makes me think that, I wish I was an extrovert instead. But when I think of it, I can't help but feel bad for this one classmate of mine. She's an introvert and for some reason, nobody talks to her, then meanwhile, our class is basically composed of many extroverts. Why are introverts often times ignored?

Anyways, I'm sorry for this vent lol
Bye