im so sad. everyone is leaving irl. every one has left (irl). school was shitty bc a girl who was once my friend is moving back to the usa. ik i hate her rn, but i dont want her to leave forever. now i cant even spend time with her b4 she goes bc she hates me too. i hate myself for being so stupid. i hate myself for getting angry at everyone. why cant i just feel normal for once? why is everyone going away from me.