we went swimming 2day…again. I thought it was gonna be fun but tht was ruined when my sister put my head underwater and I was “overdramatizing”and it wasn’t tht big of deal. My other sister told me tht she thought I drowned and she said so…bluntly and in a tone where i knew she doesn’t give a fuck abt my wellbeing. My entire family doesn’t and it’s so obvious.

One moment they’re all comforting me bc they found at im cutting myself.
Next they’re yelling at me specifically and making me feel like shit.

And they wonder y I’m the way I am,