This was a 'current' emotional topic bomb. And I still don't get it. Many people have their own 'gang' of people in which they can hang out with. But the thing I have is a past of concern. I've been noticed as that 'abused' kiddo in school. And that's my perm role now. In school and In other social activities. That abused weak kid. The one with a weak kid. That hides behind a screen that cares nothing in the world. And I've taken that in many times. It's became a achievement to be honest. A good ol' nobody.