So I need to write something to someone but they don't know this exists so it's basically vent

Asher I know you don't know that this exists but if you ever find this I want you to know that you hurt me bad, then blamed me for it but I don't hate you. But if you come running back to me again I will not take you back. Fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me and I'm not going to give you a third chance. You have showed that putting my loyalty and trust into you was a mistake. But I do have one question. Why did you lie about loving and caring about me. Why did you lie about getting hurt by Sam. Goodbye

-Ori