I really be at that point where i wanna show my parents something i think is funny or talk about my personal interest but when i consider it i immediately go "nah they aint really gonna be interested in this" All because when i would try i get a "okay" or "cool" or "mm" (except for some videos i show my dad cause he likes some of the humor i do.)

Yet i listen to them talk about all their stuff i dont understand like kpop and something about these important figures that i could care less about. But apparently its such a good thing when i talk and express myself but when i try to nobody really pushes what i say into a conversation or shows much interest and so i feel like im just being weird and rambling about random stuff i like.

Because i kinda just get left at where im trying to open up but i dont feel like anyone really cares about what i want to say about my interest or share more about of my interest, especially since this concept is something i didnt really get into till 2020-2021 cause i was always so nervous that they'd find it weird or someone would make a face or comment that makes me uncomfortable or embarrased, or just flat out nervous. Ive gotten very emotional cause i felt like i was potentially being judged on my interest like when i started opening up about my love for the Persona series.
I can open up on things very easily if i have something to work off of but when im just given an "okay" or a "hm" im just stuck and close up again cause i feel uncomfortable about trying to be more open.