Negative moment




My mom finally saw how bad my grades were getting
Now she can see how much of a failure i am
I cant even get myself to speak to them
I dont fail, i cant fail
School has become so difficult to me that i just can barely do it anymore. I thought i was doing better this year and now it's dropped significantly.
Its becoming so hard to keep track of everything and being able to access things at this point. I feel worthless, i dont know what to do anymore. Ive been dying to end on a better note and feel like im accomplishing something but i cant even use any of this intelligence im told about.
I'm told by my parents and my therapists that im very smart but its hard to believe that sometimes. Not when im struggling and failing all the time. I dont know what im doing wrong, i dont know what to do for this point. I feel like ive let people down.