WOW. OH GOD OH WOW. "jed knew love + care, i tried to teach myself it" NO. JED DOESNT 😭 AND I THINK THAT LIKE JEDDIES WARPED PERCEPTION OF LOVE/RELATIONSHIPS HAS AFFECTED WHAT SYDNEY THINKS OF THEM 😭 OH MY GOD. IM GONNA WRITE A WHOLE ASS ESSAY ON THIS OH GOD OH MAN 😭