3am
Lol we meet again, it’s 3am in the alleyway of my brain, oh oh, I’m crying inside why am I dying inside
I wake up and it’s 6pm- instead I want to be 6ft below, oh pfft now my parents are upset again lol wasting their time again, living again, eating again, sad again why does everything happen again
*sigh* my parents are forcing me to eat now, even tho I don’t want to, why can’t they just eat and ignore me? Why do they care but then call me a waste of time? -oh well I suppose I’ll figure that one out, now just go out, be outside, and get outside of your comfort zone even when you can find comfort, eh whatever it will figure itself out some day
Some day is some real crap, man it’s been 3 years, now what? CONTINUE? Why would I want to continue now? I can barley even get my self to continue the things that make me happy, why do I even try, why do people even try
It saddden’s me every day seeing people suffering but at the same time knowing I’m suffering, but my suffering doesn’t seem to matter compared to theirs…
What am I even doing?
I wake up and it’s 6pm- instead I want to be 6ft below, oh pfft now my parents are upset again lol wasting their time again, living again, eating again, sad again why does everything happen again
*sigh* my parents are forcing me to eat now, even tho I don’t want to, why can’t they just eat and ignore me? Why do they care but then call me a waste of time? -oh well I suppose I’ll figure that one out, now just go out, be outside, and get outside of your comfort zone even when you can find comfort, eh whatever it will figure itself out some day
Some day is some real crap, man it’s been 3 years, now what? CONTINUE? Why would I want to continue now? I can barley even get my self to continue the things that make me happy, why do I even try, why do people even try
It saddden’s me every day seeing people suffering but at the same time knowing I’m suffering, but my suffering doesn’t seem to matter compared to theirs…
What am I even doing?
