i dont wanna be alive
i dont wanna be alive
god i wish i had a little bit of time left
i think id rather be asleep right now
dream about the mistake that is me
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tell me why im dying so slow
i wish i was just a little bit older
the i wouldnt be alive for longer
push me towards the edge a little bit further
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you were right this never gets old
waking up with another headache
if fighting is all we get
lets just take a break and meet up later
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i know its just a temporary thing
thats why i spend each day
trying to make it a permanent thing
maybe ill just give it up
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i just waste my time
while others use it wisely
i wish i could do what others do
so i could use my time to plan my death
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and when i finish ill go through with it
everything that i wanted to say
will be written in blood on a note
so when i fall in the tub, i wont have anything left to think about