It sucks growing up
I’ve been starting to realize what life actually is beyond high school peeping at it from a distance and now I’m discouraged. I don’t know how to be an adult! I don’t know how to be a functioning male in human society! I don’t want kids! I don’t want sex! I don’t want to do things and have responsibilities! I’ve been thinking about lethal injection after college.
Right after I tell my parents I’m an atheist at that point.
Because I don’t want any part of all that miserable shit in the world.
Should I do it? Just quit while I’m ahead when I legally can? I’m seriously thinking about doing it as my future plan. I first wanted to get neutered (because I’m not going to use that stuff in my life anyway), then wanted to surgically remove
the hair follicles out of my face so I don’t have facial hair tendency, then I wanted a smaller nose, then I shaved my hands to rid them of hair, and now I’m considering just not going far in general. It all seems way too hard.
What do you think? Should 18-20 be long enough of a lifespan?
Right after I tell my parents I’m an atheist at that point.
Because I don’t want any part of all that miserable shit in the world.
Should I do it? Just quit while I’m ahead when I legally can? I’m seriously thinking about doing it as my future plan. I first wanted to get neutered (because I’m not going to use that stuff in my life anyway), then wanted to surgically remove
the hair follicles out of my face so I don’t have facial hair tendency, then I wanted a smaller nose, then I shaved my hands to rid them of hair, and now I’m considering just not going far in general. It all seems way too hard.
What do you think? Should 18-20 be long enough of a lifespan?
