Say you meet someone and you feel like they’re made for you but you don’t know why. And then you keep trying to convince yourself that you aren’t hopelessly in love with them mainly because you don’t want to go through the pain of rejection from them because you know how hard it’s going to be to put yourself back together since you’re so hopelessly in love with them. And when you two talk in person it seems like they might feel the same way, but since you are kind of a dry texter you feel like you’re going to lose him because of the fact that you express emotions better in person and that’s all you can think about and you’re super worried that your whole world is going to be crushed but then again you hate having everything be about a guy because you’ve always told yourself to never care what a guy thinks but now all you want is for him to cherish you and you just want to be with him because he makes you really happy but you aren’t sure he feels the same way and it’s hard to figure that out through texting because you don’t know the tone . And to combat all these feelings you just try to pick out the things you don’t have in common and dwell over those even though you know that two people don’t have to like all the same things to make each other happy, and if you’re happy with him you should tell him but no you won’t because that’s dumb and rejection hurts you so much but you won’t admit it because you aren’t supposed to care that much about what some stupid guy thinks but all you can think about is that stupid guy…..

I was going somewhere with this but uh, that happened. And now I feel like I’m just being a dramatic bish about all this so I am so sorry.

Oh yeah!! I think I was gonna ask how to not be such a dry texter