Here’s what’s going on.
I have a friend who has a crush on another friend. She’s had a crush on him for years. But he wants nothing to do with her. (Guess who he is? Rockit202. A girl likes him, and he DOESN’T TAKE IT?!?!? IKR)
Me being me, I’ve always been trying to comfort the two. I try everything. Analogies, uplifting comments, comparisons to me being worse off, suggestions, even just hugs and silent listening. EVERYTHING. DOES NOT. WORK.
Only recently it’s gotten so out of hand, now they’re in a roller coaster of “I HATE YOU SO F***ING MUCH” to “hey, wanna be friends again?”
I’m getting really sick of it. I want it to either become a relationship or they just officially decide to be over forever, not even friends. Either way I won’t be caught up in the drama.
But who cares what I think? No matter how hard I try, it always fails.
That, and I’m down to like three friends in my senior year. And I asked the same friend to prom, she said yes but she seems hesitant, so now I feel ugly and stupid, and also I used to be respected and people liked me and now I’m a loser and people don’t want anything to do with me. Soon I’ll be out of high school, I’ll have to start being an adult, I don’t know how to be a functioning male in society.
I’m ashamed of my gender. It’s always males that rape women and start wars and kill people and do the bad stuff in the world and I have to share a gender with them? Great.
Finally, I’m still caught up in having an imaginary girlfriend. Fun times, huh? Holding a hand that isn’t there, kissing lips that can’t kiss back, hugging a body that can’t hug back...
Isn’t it great being Jeff?
Me being me, I’ve always been trying to comfort the two. I try everything. Analogies, uplifting comments, comparisons to me being worse off, suggestions, even just hugs and silent listening. EVERYTHING. DOES NOT. WORK.
Only recently it’s gotten so out of hand, now they’re in a roller coaster of “I HATE YOU SO F***ING MUCH” to “hey, wanna be friends again?”
I’m getting really sick of it. I want it to either become a relationship or they just officially decide to be over forever, not even friends. Either way I won’t be caught up in the drama.
But who cares what I think? No matter how hard I try, it always fails.
That, and I’m down to like three friends in my senior year. And I asked the same friend to prom, she said yes but she seems hesitant, so now I feel ugly and stupid, and also I used to be respected and people liked me and now I’m a loser and people don’t want anything to do with me. Soon I’ll be out of high school, I’ll have to start being an adult, I don’t know how to be a functioning male in society.
I’m ashamed of my gender. It’s always males that rape women and start wars and kill people and do the bad stuff in the world and I have to share a gender with them? Great.
Finally, I’m still caught up in having an imaginary girlfriend. Fun times, huh? Holding a hand that isn’t there, kissing lips that can’t kiss back, hugging a body that can’t hug back...
Isn’t it great being Jeff?
