I’m starting to get upset knowing I won’t get to see austin as much for 2 months. my mom won’t fucking ask his mom if he can come over whenever my mom said he could. I’m on an urge of crying tbh. I miss him too much. what am I going to do without him? he’s going out of town this weekend, so no chance of seeing him. I’m going to Disney world next weekend. I should be happy about that..but I’m gonna have him on my mind. I just wanna hug him right now. I probably only get to see him once every few weeks. why not more..? shit, now my eyes are watering..