I made this comic because this is what happens ALL the time every time I go to Church. It happens sometimes in class, but it mostly happens after Church. My mom picks me up from downstairs. Then we go pick up my little brother from upstairs. Then we go back to the 2nd floor to leave. And every time we go down there, I always look for him. And when I see him, my heart starts to beat like CRAZY. It beats so much that my WHOLE body shakes! Then after looking at him for few seconds, he would see me and smile and wave at me!! When he does that, it gets me so happy and excited!! The sucky thing is that,,,I don't even know his name, and I'm pretty sure that he doesn't know mine either. But we do know each other. And what I know is that he likes me, and that I like him. I definitely have fallen in love once again after 3 years. I lost my past boyfriend because my mom took me out of school. I was being bullied WAAAY too much. I got my hair pulled, people stole things from my lunch bag, people stole and ruined something I drew, I got made fun of because of the things I liked, and so on. I even fell in a hallway in front of EVERYBODY, and I just got laughed at. So, sadly, I had to lose my boyfriend and a whole bunch of best friends.
But, the past is in the past. And I'm ready to move on!
But, the thing is, I don't know how to confess my feelings to him. I'm scared. I'm afraid to talk to him. I've NEVER talked to him before. I can't even say hi without losing it! I wanna say something! I don't want to keep my feelings bottled up forever! Cuz, this might be the last time I find love for a while. I don't wanna wait another 3 years for someone else. I want HIM. And, I've never even had my first kiss yet. And, I want it to be with him!! What I'm really REALLY scared of...is not being enough for him...and not being worth it...I'm scared...