welllLLLL my parents (dad at least) are ashamed of me! like. mans up n said it :] time to post edgy happyhappy quotes/lyrics <33333333

scroll if ya wanna see em <33





well I guess I am, well I guess I am ok, knowing i'm a disappointment like my cousins were at my age


I'd do anything to fill the hole that once housed your love

dad, that's the saddest smile that I think i've ever seen
















god I just wanna have a happy birthday, be a Special Boy™ for a day, that too much to ask? just to have somebody say they're proud of me, when im not doing enough, even tho thats my best? I cant do much more than the bare minimum, and thats even too much 4 me most days, honestly. I cant fix everything but you seem to want me to, and you wont help me, but think that I need ur help?? ugh, this is infuriating honestly.

I need new parents :[

I'm not a bad kid I swear. even tho my mom calls me literally Satan. like. she straight up says TO MY FACE that I remind her of the devil. like I'm not joking, that's her EXACT words. and coming from someone as religious as her, that hurts a LOT (I'm not religious personally)



i-i-i-i-hiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIII SWEAARRRR!!! I'm really trying! I'm not a good person, i'm barely a person at all, but someday i'll be PERFECT and i'll make up for it all! (wow, a sad, NON happyhappy quote! its will wood now)


somebody tell me they're proud of me in the comments pls. that I'm not a shame, or someone who's existence you regret