IM DONE. IM SO DONE. IM DONE W THIS FAMILY. IM DONE W FAVORITISM.

I HATE IT HERE. I HATE THIS SHITTY HOUSE. I HATE THIS SHITTY FAMILY. I FUCKING HATE IT. MY GRANDMA IS MAD RELIGIOUS, MY MOM IS ANOTHER VERBALLY ABUSIVE PIECE OF SHIT, MY DAD PROBABLY DOESNT GIVE A SHIT AND MY SIBLINGS LOVE TO TREAT ME LIKE IM SOME HUMAN PUNCHING BAG.

ITS NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR, NOT FUCKING FAIR.

MY MOM CAN STFU W THT “oh I’m overprotective of my kids, blah blah blah” SHIT BC SHES NOT. SHES HURTING ME AND HELPING MY SIBLINGS MAKE ME CRY AND FEEL LIKE IM A WORTHLESS LITTLE SHIT WHO CANT EVEN PROTECT HER OWN LITTLE SISTER. I WANT TO, I WANT TO PROTECT HER BUT IDK WHT TO DO WHEN SHE COMES TO ME AND SAYS SHES “GETTING BULLIED” WHEN SHES JS MAD BC SOMEONE DOESNT WANNA BE FRIENDS W HER ANYMORE.

IM A PIECE OF SHIT. I HOPE ONE DAY MY FAMILY WILL UNDERSTAND THE EFFECT THEIR WORDS SMD ACTIONS HVE ON ME.

WHY AM I ALWAYS ALWAYS GETTING YELLED AT AND THEY ARENT?? IK WHY BC TEDDY IS A STUPID BITCH THTS WHY AND JS BC IM THE SECOND OLDEST “IK BETTER” BITCH STFU. WE ALL LIVE UNDER THE SAME HOUSEHOLD, UNDER THE SAME RULES WE ALL AUTOMATICALLY KNOW BETTER STUPID. AGE DOESNT MATTER WHEN IT COMES TO WHT WE KNOW AND WHT WE DONT. AGE DOESNT MATTER WHEN IT COMES TO FAVORITISM. BUT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THT. NO ONE.

IM SO ANNOYING AND ILL NVR NOT BE ANNOYING. I WANT THIS TO ALL STOP.

I WANT MY FAMILY TO BE NICER TO ME I RLLY DO. I WISH JS FOR ONE, ONE DAY I WASNT INSULTED, YELLED AT OR ABUSED BY MY OWN SIBLINGS. BUT THT DAY WILL NVR COME. NVR.

IM TIRED.

I rlly am.