Dear wildfireK,
Dont be upset with yourself like I'm am, I know your going through a hell of a time, and...I just wanna let you know we all love you to death! And no matter how bad it is
How bad it hurts
How bad you wanna hurt yourself
How bad you want this hell hole to be over, we will be there by your side every second of the way!
So please...stay as happy as can be vent to me, I will listen, I will be here for you.
Your buddy Zan