How do these sound?

This girl
She seems to be hated
Just because she’s different
Its not fair
The kids hurt her and pull her hair
As if they where ever loved in there life
They deserve to be shot
Stabbed and hanged
Maybe i should do it
I should save her
Im heroine in the story and shes the damsel in distress
But that doesn’t sound right
Maybe in the one who needs help
My mind isn’t normal
I feel corrupted
But i have to do something
So i stood
Up and walked over
And grabbed her arm
And hugged her
I saved her as the noose loosened
It was to tight to save her from her demones
The demons who would sit in the class
That is now
Burned down
In ashes
Thats what i wished
Thats not what happened
Because thats what i wanted instead im stuck
In a loop
Of feeling nothing
Every day and night
That noose would feel nice wrapped around my neck
Or maybe that knife could deal some damage but no i need to stay
For her the demons that took her from me wont take
My thoughts
My life
My family
Way from me
And from that thats why the girl with the noose doesn’t bother me