I can't believe this they actually brought me here I don't fucking want to be here I don't need to be here I don't need a therapist I don't want one it's not going to work anyway because there's nothing wrong with me I'm normal I'm not the fucking problem here they are I don't want this I want to be left alone I don't wanna get forced to do shit I don't like to do again it hurts so much I'm so stressed out right now I'm about to cry I swear I'll cry in front of the therapist I don't care anymore I'm so tired of all of this my mom should fucking stop complaining before I start yelling at her I'm gonna yell at her if she calls me again I'm so bad at her I'm so mad at both of them I can't believe this they said it was a normal visit they didn't even tell me we had an appointment until today I'm so fucking mad I feel like throwing up I want to cry I want to scream I want to get out of here I'm not ok with all of this I didn't fucking want this