Maybe September or October. Seems like the best times to do it. Besides, if I were to go, everybody will be like “Nooo!!! You’re loved!!!!” but in reality you guys really don’t care. I know it. An hour later you all will be forgetting me and my art. And even my irl friends will do that. I can really sense that. Nobody loves me besides my family. I never had a boyfriend or girlfriend. I never had a true friend. I never show my actual feelings to the public. Everytime I talk to y’all or my real life friends, I can sense that you all don’t care and deep inside you would love to just not be friends with me. I can truly sense that. And I’m used to that. I’m just tired of holding back that I really don’t want to go forward either. I just want it all to stop.