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I don't know you personally Lindsey, I'm not even sure how to spell your n-name...
but I wanted to let you know that you have prayers for you.
I heard about what happened to your best friend through Sean's stream, (Jacksepticeye) and thought that maybe one day...
you'll find this journal...
and know that someone out there heard, and hopes you are doing well...
and is praying for you and the people you're with and the ones you care for.
This goes to soooo many other people who donated,
and even the ones who didn't...
Jessica,
Abby Miles,
TinyWy Frost,
JoJo Drawz13,
Nurideen A,
Jazzie playz,
Heather Powell, (Praying for you with your Wagner's disease)
Jojojacob Bennett,
(Spend time with your brother Jojojacob...
being ten and feeling like this... you should know you're very special to be loved so much.)
etc...
...
There are many people praying for you, even if you never noticed it. Ones experiencing depression, anxiety and/or suicidal thoughts...
you are loved; and you're being prayed for right at this very moment.
No matter where you are...
no matter when you're reading this.

Hold onto hope.
You might not believe me now, but at least promise me...
you at least have a feeling of hope that it could just so happen to be true in the back of your head.
...Because it is.
Share love with others...
I know you may be having a hard time, or maybe someone's reading this right now and doesn't care, maybe even I'll read this and be having a bad day...
Just know people care abut you all, and are praying for you all...
and love you.
Share love, please, even if it's hard for you right now.
Let go of the thoughts, concerns, or hate for anybody whether yourself or someone else,
and just go out
and love others.

(Art links below)

MediBang
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Deviantart
https://katyscene.deviantart.com/art/The-Lonely-Lapis-With-Lyrics-656966791

Tumblr
https://katyzscriblez.tumblr.com/post/169434769109/2am-where-do-i-begin-crying-off-my-face-again

Google+
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