Dude, I don't know why I'm having trouble relating to others I literally have a hard time starting a conversation. This is freaking me out I don't know if it was like this before but I don't think so. I'm afraid to tell my sister or my mom about this I'm afraid my sister will get mad at my mom for thinking she was a bad mom when I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like people don't like me or wouldn't want to see me. I don't know what I need to do to stop feeling this way. I think I got off to a bad start this year.