1. I'm forcing myself to draw things I dont wanna now! IM DRAWING LUNURA (Luna ChashiroXHomura Akemi) A LOT but I don't have a eraser.
2. I made a new OC! (SPOILERS >:) she's the spirit of red wine.) And her name is Uhi Tenma (She's a SPYxFAMILY oc, and a Madoka Magica/Magica Record oc
3. One of my chickens died :( It had a broken neck and some blood on it's foot? I think my rooster (Henry) killed him >:( I SWEAR I WANNA EAT HIM.
4.I come back to Scratch on January 30th midnight <3 I dunno if im excited to get it back or scared of all my messages...
5. I'm using a phone to digital draw (I use Ibis Paint X) and my art still looks like trash (or somethings worse than trash...if that even exists.)
6. IM FAILING MATH- that isnt doing too amazing in my personal life... :(
7. Still taking drawing requests <3
8. ...Im plotting what to say when I get to Scratch again....might have to ask Pink about that-
9.Family neglected once again!
10. WHY ARE SO MANY FAMOUS ARTISTS FOLLOWING ME!? I'LL NEVER BE AS GOOD AS THEM AND I NEVER EVER GOT ONTO A LEADERBOARD BEFORE IN MY LIFE! HOW ARE THEY NOTICING ME??? WHAT IS HAPPENING?
11. I'm not questioning the exsistance of God or anything, but I think none of my prayers are working, and I'm starting to doubt if he likes me. I see why I'm nothing to like (and I'm sure I have commited SO MANY sins.) so I guess he doesnt like me or belive in me, therefore he wont answer my prayers or something. I SWEAR IM CHRISTIAN, but I'm like....questioning if he knows I exsist? I have so much of my life to go to contemplate if he will answer my prayers, but he probably won't forgive me.
12. I'm scared of hearing my heart beat...why? I just don't know. It gives be a bad feeling, like its gonna stop beating or something.