Its you
Despite everything, it's still you…

Though these words came from a game, they somehow capture just how vastly life changes you.

She starts out innocent and untouched but ended scarred and traumatized.

She loved and she cared, she was small with no worries. They hurt her and they hated her, but she still loved all of them with her whole heart. Her mother loved her, and she did not question that love. They all hurt her inside and out, they hated her, hurt her, and mauled that loving heart of hers.

Now they hate her, she hates herself, and it had to start when she was little. She HATES being “mature for her age” she is more empathetic, mature and understanding than her 41 year old mother. They will never understand, and she will understand it all.

Her mother seems to hate her at times, screaming and blaming her little girl for things she never did. But then she will love her daughter with all of her heart. Treating her, and loving her, showering her in love. And then take it all away again. She is tired, and wants to know, “Do you love, or hate me? Please just choose, because I need to know.”

Part two soon...