You know, what I said back there WAS true. Hint hint, was. I always told myself there's no point. To give up. I never tried looking on the bright side of things. And yes, I have started counseling to get me back on track. So, I'm sorry for what I said. I was so deep in, I didn't know how to get back out. I should have known better. I should have sucked it up. People deal with this everyday. I'm sorry. Plz forgive me :/