I am so done with the drama, and I am so done with false fucking hope. I was fed false hope and excitement today. Usually, I can handle it by thinking and realizing possible outcomes. But today I was so fucking stupid! I can't anymore, especially with the drama that happens on Medi.
It's
Fucking
DUMB

Everywhere I look, there is always a new fucking problem! ALWAYS
ALWAYS A NEW FUCKING PROBLEM OVER THE DUMBEST SHIT
Im sorry, I can't
I've thought myself better than to get mad or to be too happy or hopeful, so I'm fucking disappointed in myself. Hell, I don't even know my emotions anymore! I don't process it right, I can't pinpoint what I feel!
Should I be pissed rn? Should I be sad?
WTF DO I DO?!
I DON'T WANNA FUCKING BE HERE, I JUST WANNA LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK. EVER. EVERYTHING WOULD BE SIMPLER FOR MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, SCHOOL, YOU GUYS, I'M SO DONE