Many are probably unaware of this but i finally got to talk to a teacher about my current situation because I have been constantly getting tired and having to deal with freaking anxiety and that because of that I have been having emotional slumps. I was finally able to do so and I also explained to him about why I don't progress like the other kids in my school because of my possible undiagnosed ADHD he quoted me and my mom on Tuesday and really from that moment I cried for joy because e thought I was going to be another teenager repressed by society's ignorance again but not this time 😭😭. Another thing I wanted to talk about is that a friend told me that she felt sad because one of her friends calls her ugly but she thinks she doesn't mean it as a joke. I told her that this was psychological damage and that she should stay away from them, she said no and I respect her decision, everyone has a different point of view, she decided to stay there for fear of feeling lonely and I understand her because during these 3 years of pandemic I have suffered loneliness (and I am not the only one) because of the pandemic but I decided not to focus on making friends or others liking me, I have friends but few and with that I am satisfied, I am just trying to focus on my studies which I feel I am doing well. After that talk she told me something that I will never forget, she was a victim of sexual abuse during the vacations in December. When I heard that I was shocked I didn't know how to react I just asked her if she had told anyone she trusted which she answered no and that made me really sad because she is another girl who is afraid of being judged or that no one would believe her. So much so that since I got home I cried, cried and started to reflect because I am fortunate not to live experiences like that despite having lived traumas and that I considered myself a shitty person that empathy never left me. I could barely give her a hug although I feel it was not enough, I want to try to convince her to tell someone she trusts because she is a person like me who has feelings like us and I do not want her to keep quiet.