Y’all tell me to “stay strong”,”don’t die”,etc. But I CANT. IM SICK OF THIS! I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!! ALL I KNOW IS THAT IM JUST A F***ING WEAKLING WHO HAS “AMAZING” ART AND HAS AN “AMAZING & SUPPORTIVE” DAD WHO “CARES” ABOUT ME. I ALSO HAVE A “RICH AF” MOM WHO CAN AFFORD EVERYTHING!....it hurts, u guys. And it never gets better tomorrow or the day after. It just worsens and everytime my family harrases each other it breaks my heart. My mom even told me just now that my dad is planning on getting revenge on her which means my sisters and I might not be able to live with her anymore or that she’ll go to jail. I can’t stay strong. I can’t be happy. It just hurts so much and I WISH it stopped. “Go to a therapist, Tiny” someone would say. My mom doesn’t even have the f***ing money for that since she’s BROKE. And let’s not start on my other parent.......Guys. Please. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t.