TW cuz I talk a lot and I'm kind of annoying when I vent-
Also the drawing has nothing to do with the vent, I just enjoy drawing and black and white
Side note: I'm going through a lot right now but please don't worry! Plus, Fruits Basket is relieving my stress.

Is it just me, or do you get that feeling where you think you're going to die alone and everyone who cared about you is going to throw you away and get on with their lives? It's just, I feel so empty, like something is missing. I just don't feel like myself lately. No one cares about me anymore, do they? I feel like a monster. I can't believe I really thought people cared about me. I'm lying to myself. My personality has been ripped off. I feel as if I've lost everything. The little bit I have is not enough. I'm scared. But it's not like I expected for someone to genuinely love me, right? It's not like they were ever going to. My life is a lie. It's just deja vu with all my nightmares repeating themselves. Hopefully, it'll be over soon. I'll be over soon.
(Sorry if this sounds dramatic, I'm just a little moody. Hope you all have a great day!)