thinking of the time in kindergarten i PURPOSEFULLY GAVE MYSELF SEPARATION ANXIETY EVEN THOUGH I WAS FINE, BECAUSE I SAW ANOTHER GIRL FREAK OUT WHEN HER MOM LEFT. and yk, since i am so well adjusted, and was definitely around enough other kids and socialized with them, i perceived this as "oh, well that must be normal behavior!! i wanna be accepted :D" it was either that, or just for kicks n giggles. the girl got no special treatment, in fact, she wasn't well liked at all, by anyone. i'm just that messed up i guess. this scares me tbh lol






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