So I asked her out.
Urrrggghhhhh
I don’t really wanna talk about it but I will anyway
We’re still friends and she understands and all, but I still feel stupid
Don’t worry nothing has changed I bought her dippin dots and she told me I was so sweet
That’s better than nothing
But we didn’t go on a date
I asked her and she was like “I’m not ready for a relationship”
And I said “no not like that like just hanging out”
“Oh ok.”
I saw her like twice the whole day so it wasn’t even hanging out,
I felt so stupid I started crying and actually ran out of the fair grounds
And I called my mom and told her to pick me up.
I’m done
This fair sucks now
I waited so long for a date that didn’t even happen
I’ll just have a freaking imaginary girlfriend for the rest of my stupid life
And eat ice cream all by myself
And stare at a sign that says “your heart’s desire” which is wrong because I blew it on asking out my heart’s desire
And look at the contest art and wish I could draw like that
AND CRY
WORST. FAIR. EVER.
Good riddance. It was my last one anyway.
THANKS SO MUCH STEVE
I BELIEVED IN STEVE AND THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN
I’M SO F***ING DEPRESSED
AAAAAUUUUGGGGHHHH
😭
...sorry...
I just need to feel better.