I hate tht ppl follow this acc. tht wasn’t wht it was made for, it was supposed to used for venting without annoying ppl and making them feel pressured to comfort me. But bc of ppl following me on this acc ppl r gonna comfort me and tell me all this good shit to try and make me feel better abt myself. Thts nvr gonna work. I’ve nvr felt like a good person or like someone tht deserves love and support. The only time I did was js for a joke. Take a joke ppl. I’m such a rude ass mf. I can’t handle criticism. I can’t handle ppl genuinely loving me, which will probably nvr fucking happen. I’m such an attention seeker. I hate every single thing abt my dumbass.

..wish I could fall asleep and nvr wake up. No one would probably care or notice anyway.