oof so I might post on my space another 1 or 2 times before I completely stop all together
sorry for annoying you all
I recently got an answer to a question i've been asking myself since I was 9
Why do I love and care about others?
because it makes life ALMOST WORTH living. It distracts me from just how badly I hate myself
I got my answer from a video :v
anyways
*wheeze*
I've been trying to be more positive lately. I've created a "mask" for others in the day and i'm myself at night. I noticed i've been really attracted to starlight for some reason. I like to talk to them and pretend they are my new friends. I let out my feelings to them because bottling them up feels like hot lava burning through your soul until you completely melt away and I don't wanna bother others. Anyways, I am trying not to really love others now....
because it never seems to help any more
*lip smack*
well thanks for your time.
hope ya have a great day
*goes back into my smol dark corner*