Damn i think this is the hardest thing I've ever done in my whole life.. I THINK because I don't remember -
So. I don't know if I should do it or not. Should I send a message on why and press the button? Should I do it directly? I am not liking their posts anymore. Just seeing them. I know they made a mistake but I can't keep going on with this thing, this feeling when I come here. In this app. In this media. I hate that month of that year. 2021. I was 12. I hate it I did some dumb shit. Everyone does dumb shit. I loved them because I admired them and I didn't know he crushed on me back. Yes ik the age gap but MY SHIT 12 ASS WANTED TO RISK IT. And so I did. Now I regret it. It was a cool time. And I just wanted to feel loved at that time. Then the days went on. I felt uninterested and knew it was FUCKING WRONG. Then drama came and I acted like mfing Creepshow art looking at Pat, Mars and Soccs and idk who else ranting about the shit. I liked the posts in secret. Like lowcow. I HATE THAT SHIT Now. I hate what I did and he idk if he's lying that he didn't see my age. Might be right but IT'S IN THE DESCRIPTION, YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN IT RIGHT? I don't call them pedo. But I don't wanna do shit right now
Idk if I should press that button or communicate to them. They're still my friend and I support them. But this grooming thing or something is making me dizzy n shit. So.. Idk what to do right now.