I hate this
I hate it so much
I want to tear myself up until I feel better
I hate waiting
I deserve to sit here and rot with my disgusting actions
I deserve him and his selfishness
I know he doesn't care no matter how much he says he does
I want to tear myself up until I feel better
I hate waiting
I deserve to sit here and rot with my disgusting actions
I deserve him and his selfishness
I know he doesn't care no matter how much he says he does