I’m upset. I’m worried. I’m scared. I’m stressed. I feel like nothing. I feel empty. I’m already on the urge of suicide. I was having such a great day. until that one thing happen. I had a breakdown. I cried during a whole class. I was venting to my friend crying my eyes out. she really wanted to hug me but she knows hugs just make me cry more. why. why did this happen? why is my life a mess?