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Im scared about the future.. i dont even know if im ok or insane now. I just feel forced to talk, do stuff etc. and i also feel like my irl friends hate me for being so pushy and annoying. That's a reason why im afraid of school. Sometimes my mood is good, sometimes my mood is awful, like now. One of the reasons why i draw is for forgetting about my personal issues and distracting a bit. But idk if im alright now. Im just too confused about how i feel about myself and i just wanna hide in my hole and relax. Social media isn't helping too. I think i should not use them anymore because my parents say that my mental health is attached to social media so they probably won't agree with me anymore... im a big person in this site and i don't want to lose it all, i WONT be inactive forever or leave this site till infinity. You guys are awesome... and I think i am too. But for my teenage mind, maybe i am the problem?? My friend who im in a hard spot with, maybe hates me because im the one who makes them uncomfortable and, they might now come back with me never because me? Im just finding out that im very pushy and rude

Things u have to know:
- i have stuff irl that make me blow up (school)
- IM NOT leaving any social media
- im ok.. i think
- dont judge me