This is one of my memories which makes me feel stupid, and I need to like get it out of me, so I might as well tell you guys.



So in school, we had this contest where we dress up as any character of our choice and we perform as them. The character I picked only wears casual clothing, so I wore casual clothing as my costume. The required length for the performance was 5 minutes or longer, but my script was only good for less than a minute. My mom told me to make it short since it was only an audition. And the way I counstructed my script was, totally different from how my classmates did. They sang in their performances, but all I did was copy some of the character's lines from the story and basically just told the story. And also, I'm not very good at speaking and memorizing. So when it was my turn to perform in front of the class for the audition, everyone stared at me which made me nervous. There's even this dude who mocks me for the things that I like, and worse, there's two of them and one of them sits on front. Those two dudes kept holding their laughter, which resulted in me talking in such a monotone way. When I recited my script in my mind, it was so lively and yet, I didn't comply with my expectations. I guess my mind's voice is better than my own voice. Now, here's the worst part. When I was done, one of the mockers kept asking me "whO ArE yOu SupPosSeD tO Be?" Sigh, it was so annoying. And ofcourse, the biased teacher chose the smart girl to be our representative. Man, I have such bad memories from 5th grade, when I was classmates with the smartest kid in our batch.


Lol sorry for the essay, but I have MORE horrible 5th grade memories I wanna share with you all. I might even make a series of topics called "Yuzuki's Horrible 5th Grade Memories"
It's not like I want you to carry this burden, but I just wanna confide/vent in someone aside from my mom