My relationship w my mom has never been worse than this ngl,,,
We had 1 fucking argument like 2 days ago where she lashed out at me and she made me have a mental breakdown because instead of helping me w an issue I had and still have she got mad for no fucking reason and instead of listening to me and trying to help me she jst attacked me and blamed me for acting like that and accusing me of doing that on purpose to make her feel bad while I was actlly not fucking ok and I jst needed smone that could at least fucking try understanding my situation but no ofc I was doing it just to piss her off right I'm completely faking this and using violence on me will totally make me feel better huh idfk how she thought that was a good idea but oh look it didn't fucking work obviously cus attacking me while I was trying to tell her i don't know why I don't feel motivated to do smth and that the topic made me rly unhappy jst made everything worse I'm at my fucking limit w her at this point I'm sure she doesn't want to understand me she jst wants to let out her anger on me and be rude on purpose because she doesn't care Abt me of how I feel all I want is a parent that worries abt me and tries to make me feel better in a way that doesn't make me feel stressed or uncomfortable like a normal fucking parent instead I have this depressed neurotic middle aged woman who doesn't care abt understanding other ppl's povs and jst wants to rant and complain abt and judge me all the fucking time now she's giving me the silent treatment like a fucking child would do because she doesn't understand that this is all her fault and she lashed out at me for no reason while I just wanted to be understood by her I was trying to open up to her I was trying to let her know I have smth going on but idk what it is and she jst took it as I was faking everything just to make her mad so instead of doing smth better she goes on and attacks me it's so unfair.