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Im taking a break : TW: disturbing words, yelling


IM SO UPSET

I DONT WANT TO SOCIALIZE WITH ANYONE. I JUST WANT MY SPACE.
BUT NO. IM FORCED TO BE SOMETHING THAT ISNT ME. I HAVE TO BE THE MOST EXTROVERT PERSON EVER.

I HATE MYSELF

Seriously. my nanny says that the autism is a problem (im autistic btw) and she also says that i have to be like my sister, as sociable as her and i have to have the same type of friends as her. Etc

My nanny doesn't respect me and my social abilities because she constantly tells me that i have to try to be more social and extrovert etc etc

Im done.
i give up i can't handle this anymore its just too much to deal with. Im an anxious person but no one respects it. I don't know what to do else than crying and screaming. No one really understands how i feel. If i keep this up im just going to be like this forever whatever i do. I will be someone who im not. I will be forced to be extrovert and have a lot of friends. My nanny is constantly telling that if i stay like this i will never get anything. Im so stupid. She's right

im just a pessimistic person that wants the worst for herself to get what she wants. That's what i am

im taking a break from everything except drawing, all social media, all sites all everything. so if you really want to talk to me privately, Dm me on Discord (evaprooo11) and I'll talk to you. I won't reply to comments here until im free from my stressful day(s) i will post a topic bumping this soon and tomorrow or this week I'll post another one . From now on my damn break started bye bye